Me, Myself and I

Am getting more and more miserable each day by not doing anything useful or worthwhile. Sometimes, I question myself. What do I want in my life and what can I do to make things better.

 

There are too many things that needs to be consider and each things lead to a different consequences but there's limitation for me to proceed with. I just kept everything to myself as I don't want anyone to worry so much on the situation I faced. I kept things too tightly that will makes everyone thinks I am picking a fight, acting cool or bloody pissed off but in fact, I am thinking deep within my thoughts. I don't feel happy most of the time and many things seem to offend me in every way that will just pissed me off as easy as lighting a fire match.

 

I just don't get why am I get things heat up so quickly. I really have no idea about it. I just couldn't control it at this time being. I really wish things would be better and if there's a solution on how to vanish it, I would give a try.

 

If I were to be given another chance, I would really consider to have all my memory wipe off to not hurt so many people around me. I create problems than solutions and that is not a good sign. Another word to be known as "trouble-maker".

 

There are too much guilt for me due to my immature behaviour. I extremely hate myself for who I am.

Guess this is the Last Post of This Blog

Love me, Hate me, this shall be the last post for this blog. Am not intended to write anymore post in this blog as I have run out of ideas in it.

Why am I so confused and feeling miserable at this time. It's already consider morning of the next day. I really hate myself for who I am. Offended many peoples especially the one I love most. Lesson learnt, always think before you act and that's really important, you can't let your emotion conquer and bear the consequences if you really do what your anger tells you to.

You're the one I love most and I will miss every single bit of you.

Thank you all the peoples who has always been around of me as my close friends or take me as their friends. Do appreciate it as sometimes I can be awful in words, do forgive me on what I did which have offended you guys.

Thanks and see ya'll.

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What's Life??

To me, Life is always a misery. Every single thing you do leads to a different consequences which will reflect towards ourself.

As time goes by, you will get to know yourself even better from the reflection on others towards you. No one will ever admits that they have bad attitudes until they personally experienced it.

I have no doubt to say I am never a easy going person as I am very self centered, only thinks for myself without noticing others. A attitude and anger management person whereby I would go crazy or angry fast because of small stuffs. A easy Jealous person where I will envy on everything. What can I do to myself to wipe off all the natural character that I have. I just can't go any further with such kind of attitude. I will only lead to more hatred by others and gossips.

How I wish I could be the most romantic person in the world to share the joy and happiness with the partner of mine, as I have such a bad character within me, I just can't do anything and satisfies the other side. I have many things kept within me and I would love to share it out with my partner but I just don't get the right moment as I get frustrated or angry easily, that spoils my whole mood. I just don't wish the character of mine pops out whenever it goes but most of the times, it's beyond my control. Maybe I'm just too afraid or have the courage to overcome it.

I really wish to spend the rest of my life and time with my partner with no regret but with the character of mine, there would not be any joy or happiness. I lose patience easily, I just can't stand the process of things going slow but I am always thinking about myself as being too self centered and doing things without thinking of the consequences. That screws me up.

John oh John, Why are you being this way, there would not be anyone will pity or give any sympathy to you based on your character, if you still proceed with this type of character, you will only be foreveralone. I need motivation, strength, courage, determination and all the good motivation for me to strive the goal ahead. Till then, I would end my post here. This post may not seems to be talking much about the lifestyle, F&B or whatsover stated in the title of my blog but majority mentioned much about myself.